motherhood

Nana is 71/2 months, her favorite food is avocado. trust me it is avocado and you wont hear her complain! im also looking forward to the day i feed in her high chair. right now its impossible to feed her in her chair cos she keeps turning her head and i dont want to jam the spoon into her mouth( jam is too strong a word maybe force will be appropriate)
we tried yogurt on Friday and waited for the 4 days rule-verdict? no reaction and she loved it too.im still waking up like 3times,im so use to this ritual. its what motherhood is about.
believe me it was very difficult accepting the fact that my life has changed, that i can get my 8hr sleep. i used to cry that it wasnt fair that my life was over. but i came to the realization that its a small sacrifice to make compared to trying to have a baby for years. im responsible for her and she depends so much on me for her every need and its a task i take very seriously.
its healthy for me to feel the way i do right? is it normal?
sometimes i feel that im ungrateful to God. oh well who am i kidding? God knows my heart and He knows i love my Nana .
she is sleeping